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Date Joined May 2007
Total Posts : 90
   Posted 6/2/2007 4:45 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi all
Its me again, today i have been feeling really bad.  Really down and emotional.  I am fed up with feeling this way.
I have just wanted to hide in my bed all day, but that was not possible as the kids are around.
You know i dont even know why i am feeling down.  I woke abit low and it just got worse as the day went on.  I have had no energy either.
Oh i dont know, maybe i am just being silly and should just shut up.
I am worried aswell about posting this.
I know i am not really making sense, sorry.
           Love and hugs
             # Angel#

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Date Joined Apr 2007
Total Posts : 32602
   Posted 6/2/2007 7:41 PM (GMT -6)   

Dear Angel,

No worries about posting, that is why you joined Healing Well  ~ for our support. Let all these wonderful people help you.  They have reponded to you so well as like you and I, depression touches their lives too.

You have bad days and maybe you can just put this one behind you for today and tuck yourself in to snuggle up with Scruffy.

Post your feelings and talk to us soon, when your ready, OK?



Moderator Anxiety ~ Panic Disorders
Dx: Anxiety/Panic, Depression 
"If you doubt you can accomplish something, then you can’t accomplish it. You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through.” 
~Rosalyn Carter

Regular Member

Date Joined Jul 2006
Total Posts : 83
   Posted 6/2/2007 10:23 PM (GMT -6)   
Angel *
I know exactly what you are going through with not wanting to do anything and having a bad day.  Yesterday my used to be best friend told me i'm not a good friend and everyone of my friends don't like me around.  Today I wanted to just sit in my room and cry but I helped my dad clean our camper because we are going on vacation in 2 weeks up to the north shores by duluth.  He kept me busy.  I don't have kids but I don't like showing my parents that I am feeling crappy but if i show it they ask questions and our conversations usually ending in a fight.  Remember tomorrow is another day and a better one to be exact.
"If life isn't fun then you must be doing it wrong."
         Sue F.

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Date Joined Jan 2007
Total Posts : 870
   Posted 6/7/2007 7:46 PM (GMT -6)   
sad  Angel~
I have to say that I know exactly how you feel.  I had some issues arise in my life lately and had decided to try to deal with it myself.  I have off someone very special in my life whose opinions mean a great deal to me.  Losing both avenues, I have gotten more depressed.  Actually taking the advice of the person I miss the most was one of the best things I think I did.  In fact it is probably the only reason I can keep my head above the water!!! I wish he knew just how I felt but I try to leave him alone and let him do what he needs to do, I miss the long talks about everything and the concern I felt and saw when I hurt.
So........I'm back because I cannot do it without you guys!  You guys have no choice but too hear me (lol) and unfortunately, my biggest fan is frustrated with my actions but still continues to try to help me.  I feel that he is slowly slipping away from me and it makes me very sad. 
Angel, I recently found something from my past hospitalization that has almost put me over the edge.  I actually started to think that my struggle 8 years ago is still happening and that I am a fool to think that anyone would ever trust me again.  Living with the fact that even in my most innocent actions, I will always have to prove myself!  How depressing!
My life is about to take a turn and I am so alone!  I am scared and actually am starting to feel like I did a couple months ago.
I am so depressed and lonely!!  When I say lonely, I miss my confidant!!  BIG TIME!!!!!
I could use all the prayers anyone would say for me, I thank God every day for the blessings of making through another day.  Who knows, tomorrow could be the day that my life changes forever, right? sad
" If we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss, then our lives will be empty, our loss greater.”
"You know how people say that if you wish for something hard enough it will come true... Well, I've been wishing for you every night and you still aren't here"

Regular Member

Date Joined May 2007
Total Posts : 90
   Posted 6/10/2007 4:28 AM (GMT -6)   
Thanks for all your replies
Sorry i have not been around for a while, i had a set back - well a big one.
Anyway i am trying to climb back up.
I am feeling really tired both physically and emotionally aswell.
My kids have been hard work and i have i have cried in desperation as i am struggling with them.
Anyway i have to go, i will try and come back later.
Love 2 you all
Angel xxxxxxxx
           Love and hugs
             # Angel#

Veteran Member

Date Joined Dec 2005
Total Posts : 3036
   Posted 6/10/2007 7:18 AM (GMT -6)   
Good Luck to you Angel

Please keep us posted.

Mod- Depression

Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Currently taking none.

"I am woman,hear me roar one day and cry the next!!!"

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Date Joined Jan 2007
Total Posts : 870
   Posted 6/11/2007 11:52 PM (GMT -6)   
sad  Angel~
I am worried about you, you know that you can email me.  I feel bad that I have not been mentally able to be a friend, i am going through some life changing events that have me at times considering a long restful sleep.  When you feel like it, send me an email.
I am here for you just know that, ok?
We all do really care.

"There is in every true woman's heart a spark of heavenly fire,
which lies dormant in the broad daylight of prosperity;
but which kindles up, and beams and blazes in the dark hour of adversity."
Washington Irving


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