I think you have every right to have these feelings. Your world has been turned upside down.
Your husbands world has been turned upside down also,and he might not know how to handle it.
It might be guilt. Because he did not know about
her,and is trying to show her that he is sorry and is willing to be a father. I can't imagine how I would handle it.
A little background.
My father was never around. I think I saw him maybe 3 times in my whole life.
He died this year. And I took it pretty hard. Mostly because now my dreams of my father and I having a realtionship are gone.
Then the biggest blow that I could never have imagined happened when I read the obit.
I was not mentioned.
He had 6 other kids,they were all mentioned. But I was left out.
Because of that I chose not to go to the funeral.
I did email the funeral home and asked them to send me the pamphlet that they give out,I explained who I was ect.And to my horror the gal that read my email gave it to my dad's son,who is probably a few years younger. She told me that he really wants to contact me,and he gave her his address.
I have not done anything about
it. And am not sure I ever will. I have had enough hurt in my life.
I think that counseling is something that you really need to consider. You need to be able to talk to someone else about
how your life has been turned upside down.
I am sorry for your son,I fear that drug,and so far my kids have gone no where near it. But,I it is a nasty drug and kudos to your son for being able to get away from it.
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