I just feel so alone and am dreading the next 2-3 months of summer. My son who lives w/me is going away for a week and I can't stand the thought of being alone in the house. I do volunteer work for my Senior center and the people are nice so I can keep busy enough during the day but night time is so hard!!
I tried calling my old college roommate but the 2 or 3 times we have talked she sounded like she was doped up or very drunk. I know she must have some kind of problem so I feel I can't talk to her anymore. I can't help her as she lives in another state far away. Most of my friends are married so are only able to get together during the day. How can I conquer this lonliness and fear? I just find myself crying so much and feeling so bad. I am on depression meds and they do help but nothing seems to help the nightime problems. Please respond - I need someone to talk to even just online.