Posted 6/8/2007 3:41 AM (GMT -6)
Recently in the past couple of weeks, I have found myself to be sooo angry! Its awful!! I fly off the handle for the littlest things with other people and myself! My poor boyfriend can hardly move without me finding fault and roaring at him. Same goes with my family. And if I am trying to do something myself, like last night I was writing an essay on my laptop and beacuse I kept mis-spelling things (regular occurance these days) I went crazy at myself!!
I feel on edge a lot of the time, and adgitated, like I can't sit still where I am, I just need to move. When I go to bed I worry about silly things that in the morning I think hahaha that was stupid to worry about! But at night it keeps me awake worrying!
I have gotten into trouble at work recently due to forgetfullness. I honestly was never like this before, my work said this themselves. I am upset about this as I hate when I forget things, but I can't help it and I annoy myself when I am like this. My work know all about my depression.
I am also so tired these days, exahausted in fact. It takes me to lift my head off my pillows in the mornings, I just can't so anything I feel so lethargic.
I also most of the day walk about on the brink of tears. You know that feeling like you want to cry, but it doesn't happen. I was walking down the high street the other day and just all of a sudden wanted to burst into tears! I did not and still to this day did not have a reason for this!!
I start crying for the littlest of things and it get me so down.
I don't know how to tackle this as I have now been to all the docters at my surgery (there is only 2) and both of them will not change my meds. What can i do??
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