I am very sorry that you are going through so much pain.
I know the days where you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. You think that you will never be happy again and what is the point?
But, it took me awhile and lots of pain later,and I somehow made it. I still have my dark days. And I still cry and scream and get very angry.
I have to really remind myself that it could be worse,I am alive,my kids are ok and I am finally in a relationship to where I am not being hurt and being taken care of.
Your faith is what has kept you strong. That is not something you should ever question.
I have said this a million times and will always keep saying it...Us,the people that live with depression are probably the strongest people there are. Most people would crumble if they had to endure our pain and despair.
But,we somehow make it everyday. Often we do not know how,but we do it.
Please stay strong
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Currently taking none.www.healingwell.com/donatewww.myspace.com/ShynSassy315
"I am woman,hear me roar one day and cry the next!!!"