I have no grate words of wisdom for you but I do have gratitude. I have a 15 year old daughter and my depression has been real bad lately but your courage to speak out gives me reason to hold on. Your reminder that I need to be here for her is very timely and appreciated. They say “if we can only help one person” well brother you just did that.
I have dealt with my depression my whole life and meds help most the time specially when I take them. Your desire “to stick with the nature source” is admirable but there is nothing wrong with having a back up plan. Do not limit yourself. Research and open your mind to other alternatives and again, have a back plan.
Again thank you again and.