I have told you the stories about
my son and his abuse to me. It was horrible. I still have to mentally prepare myself when he is going to be around because I do not know what to expect. It has been 3 years since he has done anything but,you just never know. I have seen that temper and it scares me.
He has been talking about
his future lately,he says he wants to be a Policeman. Gawd,who else could teach my son better discipline besides the army?
What I am trying to say is there is hope,but I had to do the tough love with my son and make him live with his dad. It was the hardest decision that I had ever made in my life. And I basically cried everyday for about
a year. I never thought I would be the mom that pays child support. But,I had to do it. And it worked.Even though I can't stand his dad,I knew he was stronger than me physically and that is what my son needed. Basically a good kick in the butt when he screwed up.
I so wish you could get out of the house and get some support. A neighbor that could step in when they see something is wrong. It just makes me sick when kids treat their parents like that.
My mom has put me through hell most of my life. But,I would never raise a finger to her. No matter what she is my mom.
You deserve better. And I am praying that one of these days you will realize it. Until then we will always be there for you.
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
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