YES I can and do understand the despair the feelings you are describing
I had lost mom over a yr ago to complications with her lungs and Alzheimers
I lost my first hubby at an early age and left with 2 young sons ages 2 and 4 .........
I lost my 2 yr old to Pnuemonia and pluerisy his lungs just collapsed he was 6 at the time
Caits dad passed away in 2002 from drinking and diabetes with other serious complications ......
I went into such a black whole for quite some time and I never ever thought I would get " me back " I had to have Cait leave early for school afraid of what I may do not to her or me just to anything
I got on the phone to doc and was in his office withing 15 minutes
I lierally was lost no I would not even think of ending my life I ahve seen and felt the pain ppl go thru firsthand for many of those I loved so deeply
I just want you to know that yes ppl are hearing you '
AND they do see and read / feel the despair and hell you are living right now
I had to get it together first for me and then for Cait and my dad who I also look after ( alzheimers)
YES you are going thru some things that ppl will not understand but give us a chance to help you out .......
PPL are LISTENING
Support is here .........
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