I know what you are saying, I hate the thing between my ears!!! Combine the depression with narcolepsy and ADD, Im pretty much in line for a transplant!!!
I also know what you are saying about the weekends, they are awful for me as well. this one especially because i have had a week without my youngest child and i have had a couple days this week that were utter "bliss". So this weekend starting here in about 2 hours will start off a brand new stress and sadness. Dont get me wrong but as you well know, there are times when I at least think that I bring nothing to the table when it comes to being a mom. I find myself more content when I am without the children(i hope noone takes that wrong). I guess you could say that motherly responisbility is not my forte.
Hang in there and know that you and I are going through the same things. I know it doesnt make that any easier, trust me, but if i can get through it, you can too!!!
Ill say a prayer for you sweetheart.