I want to welcome you to the forum also,I am sure you will find the support that you are looking for.
Darren has given you some excellent advice and information.
We,as depressed ones learn early how to hide our true feelings. We are embarrassed we are angry,so we chose not to let anyone know.
I hated people that I saw laughing and smiling. I wanted to be that person so bad. I was so tired of faking it.
I do think that seeing a counselor is probably your best bet right now. Now keep in mind that sometimes it takes a few tries to be able to find someone that you are comfortable with. That is normal.
Please stay strong and keep us posted.
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Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
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