That is a huge decision. I too went off of meds,and it was so hard for awhile that is for sure.
Are you still taking something for the bipolar?
If not that concerns me,my son is bipolar and I am not sure when and if he will ever be ready to get off of the meds.
I too went into a deeper depression,but I had to "retrain" my mind if that makes sense? Once your body is so used to meds it is hard to go off cold turkey.
I really think that you should consider some type of counseling to get you through this.
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Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
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