I know how everyone feels here. The devastating part of the whole thing is that for me it never got better. I keep looking for the good in life but I am getting weary waiting. I am extremely sad and depressed and feel like life is passing me by. Every day is the same thing, get up, think about how useless I am, keep busy, long for that one moment to happen that never does again and then before you know it you have done enough sucking air and it is time to go to bed depressed only to wake up and do the same things over and over again.
I hate the sun and birds chirping and wish I didnt have to ever hear it again.