I think Darren is right that you should check with your Dr. about
taking 2 anti depressants and also the clonzepam. I used to take clonzepam and the one thing about
it for me was that it made me very tired. Maybe that is why you feel numb. Maybe you need a lower dose. Also, I think it would be better to take just one anti depressant. You are certainly worthwile and deserving of help as anyone. If you have a clinic where you can get counseling you should take advantage of it. Talk therapy can be every bit as helpful as meds. Maybe if you are less sedated you will start to feel better about
yourself. I hope I am not sounding to harsh - I would just like to help. Please post again and let us know how you are doing. Take care.