Posted 7/17/2007 1:45 AM (GMT -7)
Well my parents were getting a divorce and I was doing really bad in school.
my mom stopped cooking meals and my dad would stay at my uncles house and saying he had to work on his puppets, and I didn't have any friends in school.
(it was my moms second divorce, the first was when I was about 2 with my birth father who I haven't seen since then, and he had a mental disorder also that I don't know what it is called, but it was he couldn't see the consequences of actions, and when he would get in trouble he'd be surprised, and wouldn't understand the reprocussions of his actions, but that is straying from the point.)
but my mom started going out alot and was never home, my dad moved out, and me and my sister lived half with him and half with my mom, I was really bad in school, and got into a lot of trouble, not serious trouble, but then my mom started to leave everynight, and we'd always be home alone, and we were going to sell the house I grew up in, and I didn't want to at all, and then the man fixing our house lived with us, and would always get very angry, for us having friends around, and sometimes it would just be us home with him, and I didn't liek him, and then he stole all of our stuff.
but then the really bad times were over, and I started to get better, but now it's all going bad again and I don't know why, I kindof have seperation anxiety, from my dad leaving, and i think that since I was so young maybe it's coming back now to me, subconsciously but I can't be sure
If I could stay a day away from you I could but I can't, and I'm sorry
Everything happens for a reason, but why these things, for what purpose do they serve?