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Date Joined Jun 2007
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   Posted 7/17/2007 6:45 PM (GMT -6)   
well lately i have found my self hiding out in my room not wanting to talk to anyone sleeping all day and staying up all night so i dont have to deal with anyones crap its like i can never be happy.. it was my birthday on the 7th of july and i only got one phone call and 2 msg and thwey were from my friend my own family didnt even call me.. and i didnt get any presents again same thing has been happening for a few years now... so im 19 now im still looking for a decent doc and im on meds tho they dont work .. getting good help is hard to find as the people here look down on me as if i am freak or kidney infection is still there tho i dont seem to care as im drinking almost everynight im becoming an alcholic again it seem and i really do not care about it eith i have not cut my self tho i have come close i often think about getting in the car and driving full speed .. it just comes into my head ... i have only 3 friends.. it was 4 but she has been back stabbing and using me ect so i told her what i thought to her face .. i dont need to be putting up with anyones crap and im not going to . im finding im angry as well like i get annoyed ove rnothing and wanna throw things and stuff punch things i dunno wahts going on with me

Hi I am sorry but I need you to review the rules of this forum. I have had to edit your posts numerous times and if I do not catch it you could very easily be banned.

Post Edited By Moderator (ShynSassy) : 7/18/2007 6:05:15 AM (GMT-6)

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   Posted 7/18/2007 7:05 AM (GMT -6)   
You are in a deep depression and I think it is time that you get yourself to the that possible?

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   Posted 7/18/2007 4:15 PM (GMT -6)   


I have read your post and I agree with Shy, get out and find that doctor or present to an emergency room.  You will find some help but please get out and look for it.

You have to advocate for you. Bless you and trust us on this.

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   Posted 7/19/2007 1:34 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi Beau,
Shy and Kitt are right. You need to get some professional help with this one. If you are drinking alcohol with a kidney infection, then you are doing yourself more harm than good. Also, if you were taking anti-biotics for the infection but drinking at the same time, this would explain why you still have the infection since alcohol cancells the effect of anti-biotics usually. If you want to eamil me at any time, please feel free but you are going to have to trust us when we say you need some professional help with this sooner rather than later.
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