Well Blue, it looks like we're all pretty much giving you the same advice. I hope you take it and see your doctor and see if he/she thinks you need to go back on medication. You know your parents want you to be well and healthy. And think about it, if you spiral down, you could end up wasting the entire semester or possibly the entire year at school if you don't get the help you need.
See, I told you a lot of us daydream about movie stars. Now Kitt can have Johnny Depp, but George Clooney is mine. He just doesn't know it yet. I hope he likes grandmothers.