First of all I want to welcome you to the forum,I am very glad that you found us and I know you will find the support that you are looking for.
I don't mean to be harsh here,but this girl is very very selfish. She obviously knows that you have feelings for her,and she is using you. Girls are not stupid,they know when they are in someone's sights usually so I am not sure why she has decided to do these things.
It sounds like you have alot to offer someone,so I would sit down and really decide if this girl is worth all of the pain that she is causing you.
Stay strong and keep us posted.
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