First of all I want to welcome you to the forum,I am very glad that you found us and I am sure you will find the support that you are looking for.
I am very sorry for everything that you have went through,life throws us curves all of the time.
I wanted to tell you that I can relate to the whole starting over in life. It is so hard. I was married for 13 years and have found that getting back on my feet after the divorce is no picnic.
One thing too that I noticed in your post, the last 2 women cheated on you..sometimes I think we seem to pick people that are similar to our last mates,and then they seem to hurt us the same way. Do you think that might be possible in your case?
Please keep us posted and stay strong.
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
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