I am sorry that you are having the pre vacation blahs. I have had that happen too,I get overwhelmed with knowing I am going to be away from home,getting ready,meeting new people ect ect.
I do think one thing is that your b/f obviously loves you. He has stuck by you this long. If he didn't want you to be with him then he would not have invited you right?
This is the time for a new beginning. New environment,new things to do.
All you can do is take it one day at a time and try to relax.
Let us know how everything went ok?
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