This is Kitt and I am familiar with DID as I had a patient that had this diagonosis.
Have you and your therapist identified if your disorder was caused by childhood trauma?
Therapy is the treatment of choice for this disorder and use of AD's and some of the anti-anxiety meds if needed.
Just wanted you to know that there are some of us that do know the problems you are dealing with and please continue therapy. Hugs to you.