Welcome to the forum Bobby~
you will find that this is the BEST forum in the world! There are many people that truly care about each other. Many of us have been here for almost a year or longer. I , like you have been on other forums that didnt offer me what I needed and in my down time I found healingwell.
Speak freely and know that people really care. Also, there will be times when you may think that your posts are not being answered or read. Let me assure you that one of the beautiful things about this forum is that noone will try to tell you how to feel or what to do so if your posts are not answered take comfort in knowing that they are being read but maybe there is noone that may have insight at that time.
Again welcome and know that we are all in this together.