I can totally relate to what you are saying.
I think that we punish ourselves if we feel good. We are so used to being miserable inside, that we think we do not deserve to be happy.
That is part of the depression.
I also find that once I start crying,I cry for HOURS. I wake up the next morning and my eyes are swollen and I feel like I have a hangover.
Crying is a release. Some people scream and throw things,we cry (or do all of the others too).
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Off of all meds at this time...woohoo!!www.healingwell.com/donate
How can you talk without a brain?
I dunno...but alot of people talk without a brain don't they?
Dorthy and the Scarecrow-Wizard of Oz
Post Edited (ShynSassy) : 9/6/2007 5:20:23 AM (GMT-6)