I am Done! Thats how I feel right now. I have been very depressed for about
eight years now I have been to counseling been on many different meds and still on some. My wife does not understand me and is not very supportive she just backs away and becomes very cold. She will not help me with anything anymore and says she is tired of raising two teenagers me and my 17 year old son!!!!!Recently I came to the point were I could not stand the pain any more so I went to my doctor and told him so and he sent me to a Psychiatrist who diagnosed me with sleep ampnia and sent me to sleep study which confirmed me as having severe sleep apnia. He has not listened to
my any of what I have to say because he is convinced that a pap machine to cure my sleep apnia will cure my depression and social phobia. Well meanwhile I have been out of work on a leave of absence for a month because I am unable to deal with it my leave is up tomorrow, my wife of 20 years is threatening to leave my if I don't get it together and go back to work and I am still waiting for my machine witch I got fitted for about
a week ago and The doc says it may take 7 to ten days to get approved!!! And on top of everything my insurance sent me a letter saying I owe 530.00 for treatment so far that was supposed to be coved 100 percent and there is no way in hell I can pay this!! No one understands the pain I am feeling everyone just brushes my off and tells me to shut up and put up!!!! Well I am DONE!!! Done with everything I cant take it any more the waiting the pain the threats No more!!!! I don't know what to do. I cant go back to work tomorrow My wife of twenty years will leave or kick me out of the house and I cant take that I love her very much and hate myself for what this is doing to her and I hate her for not understanding and I took the wedding vow for better or for worse seriously and I guess she did not I have never hit her or cheated on her or been verbally abusing I don't understand why she is abandoning me!!!!! I am just done I dont know what I am going to do next!!!!
Sorry but I had to edit your post due to rule #1 of our forum
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Post Edited By Moderator (ShynSassy) : 9/5/2007 3:56:29 PM (GMT-6)