Funny how things work some times.
I was just reading your thread and thinking to myself how familiar some of it sounds. I don't suffer from fibro though.
I know the medication roller-coaster can be a long and painfull journey, but stick with it and stay in touch with your Dr. With your help, they will get the med/s and dosage right for you. It took a few years for my Dr's to start getting it right and finaly got it right 7 years ago.
I, like you, fought going to see psychiatrists and psychologists for a long time. Then when I did go, I didn't tell them much. I didn't want anyone to know what I was thinking. I did eventualy open up enough for them to get an idea of what was going on inside my head.
Psssst... fill out your forms
You're doing a great thing by being here and talking with people. We that suffer with these conditions can be of great help to each other.
I'm here to listen any time,
P.S. Fill out your forms yet? I like to try and keep things light.