Posted 10/13/2007 9:32 PM (GMT -6)
I feel so lost and I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm resorting to telling complete strangers on this site my problems.
this is my last try, I really hope someone on here can give me advice because I can't live like this anymore.
I've never posted on any forums so please bear with me if I don't do this right.
I guess I'll just tell yo the basics.
I am 16 years old.
I am fairly certain that I have depression.
I've felt like this ever since I can remember, but recently its gotten worse.
I finally gained the courage to tell my mom that I want to see a therapist but I had to lie about why I wanted to go because I just couldn't bring myself to tell my mom that I'm feeling so miserable.
So now I'm seeing a therapist but she thinks that my problem is social anxiety. because thats what I told her.
I've only been to two sessions but I lied in them and now I feel bad saing that to her.
After the last session I finally decided to tell my mom how misserable I've been feeling lately but she said I was just feeling like that because therapy doesn't give immediate results.
I know thats true but I also know that I've been feeling like this for years!
right now i just can't handle this anymore.
i'm breaking down and i just want to end everything.
i feel so scared and alone.
i just dont know what to do.
i don't want to live this life anmore.