I know that us with depression tend to hide out and not want to deal with anyone.
But, I find myself just having no patience with anyone. I don't want to be around anyone,I just simply want to be left alone.
I am so tired of my b/f's family. I just can't stand it anymore.
I don't see my family all of the time,my kids live 2 1/2 hrs away,they both have jobs so it is hard to schedule a weekend with them these days.
His family is just basically in my face all of the time and it drives me insane!
They have to know everything. And my family is not like that. We don't talk about
how much money we make,we don't talk about
what bills we have to pay ect ect.
His family knows everything about
everyone,and they beg for more information and get upset with me because I feel it is none of their business.
If my b/f and I have a fight, I swear that within one week his mom or dad is saying something to be about
The last time his dad said " Well, he told me about
your meltdown the other night"...I about
slapped everyone one of them right there. I could not believe it!
So,I don't want to go out to eat with them. I do NOT want to schedule a trip to Florida this winter to hang out with his parents. I just can't find it within myself to do it. And I am stubborn and figure I have been through too much in my life to have to do things that I don't want to do. Simple as that.
I want a vacation,but I want to be in a hotel by myself,no phone and none of them bothering me ie: my b/f for one week,then maybe I will feel better.
I dunno though.
Just venting,it is more reality when I type it all out...although I still do not feel better..
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Have been med free for 2 years now.www.healingwell.com/donate
How can you talk without a brain?
I dunno...but alot of people talk without a brain don't they?
Dorthy and the Scarecrow-Wizard of Oz