I get so sick of people alot. I don't really know why. Most people just seem so annoying to me. I almost hate to even hear people talk because I am immpatience and annoyed. I used to not be this way. Now I just want to be left alone. I like it that way. And a vaction sounds really great! Get away from the noise and all the people. I get so tired of being around people and always having to do stuff. I feel like I never get a break. I am always busy doing stuff I hate to do and don't have a lot of me-time. I just want to be left alone with nothing to do in the peace and quiet! But, like I said, I used to not be this way at all.
I used to live outside with friends. I enjoyed being around people and I was always the life of the party. I loved trying new things. I would some of the craziest things, but I enjoyed it. Now almost everything is unenjoyable for me. My counselor tells me that the wanting to be left alone and because I hate being around people is just my depression, she thinks. I also have the desire to sleep all the time. But, it is my way of getting away from the world. I have no worries when I am asleep. Except the very annoying dreams I sometimes have about my condition and such. That is bringing reality into the dream, I hate that. But, she says by working on it I can start to enjoy people again. Doubt it, but why not give it a shot.
Sorry for the vent, just needed to let a little out.