I am so sorry for what you have been through. I know what type of pain being molested can cause. It is something that will never leave you it seems. And I can't tell you how to heal from that because I am still working on healing.
It does not matter if you are in a gay relationship or in a straight one..what matters is that you are settling.
And once you settle,it is hard to get yourself out of it.I did that for 13 years,and finally I woke up and realized that I deserved better.
When I first started counseling,she told me that in order to get better,I had to change my environment. That was something that sounded so simple but harder to do,but she was right.
I think that if you were able to get back on your feet,that you would really be able to start healing.
I know that is a hard thing to do,but it is possible. You have to try and not give up.
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Have been med free for 2 years now.www.healingwell.com/donate
How can you talk without a brain?
I dunno...but alot of people talk without a brain don't they?
Dorthy and the Scarecrow-Wizard of Oz