I am so very sorry that your wonderful cousin is suffering. I feel the pain you are also going through. I can not tell you why God acts in mysterious ways but I pray that your cousin is being medicated to keep the pain away.
Let your tears flow and know your cousin has been blessed to have you in her life as you have been to be fortunate to share such a special relationship with this woman.
Your in my prayers as well as your cousin.
Moderator Anxiety ~ Panic Disorders
*~* Not a mental health professional at all *~*
Dx: Anxiety/Panic, Depression
_____________________________________________________"If you doubt you can accomplish something, then you can’t accomplish it. You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through.”