I too wanted to welcome you to the forum,we are very glad that you found us and I am sure you will find the support that you are looking for.
You have been through so much in your life,and it does sound like your mom was very overprotective of you..but being a mom I know how that can be. I can't imagine loosing a brother. It sounds like you have not dealt with the grief of that even, since you have been hiding your feelings.
The person that touched you is a very sick person. And it is hard to tell. But,at some point you have got to tell your parents. Especially if that person is still in your lives.
One thing I worry about
is that person being around other small children.
believe me,I know how molestation can tear you apart. And I know how not telling because you are too scared can tear you apart.
We are here for you.
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Have been med free for 2 years now.www.healingwell.com/donate
How can you talk without a brain?
I dunno...but alot of people talk without a brain don't they?
Dorthy and the Scarecrow-Wizard of Oz