Hello everyone. I'm at a point in my life where I feel so lost and disconected. I have a wonderful wife. We have been married 3 years.Growing up I was pretty much a loner. I didn't care about
school, which I really regret now. I was the black sheep. I know I could have done better, I just chose not to. I didn't have any true friends, just people to hang out with. My depression took me for a ride about
a month ago. I really don't remember much of what happened in the whole month of October. What I can remember is I told my wife I wanted a divorce, was gonna sell the house, and I guess just start over. Thats not what I wanted at all. My wife had moved out, and the depression was just eating me up. It was such a dark place. My wife talked me into checking into the hospital. While there my Dr changed my meds and I just had time to think about
my life. Had my wife not come over I would not be here today. Well I'm proud to say that has all changed. My mood is better and stable, my wife moved back home. We have alot to work on. I have been in a outpatient program scince discharge from the hospital. It has been great there. I'm supposed to get dicharged from there on friday. My bigest problem now is going and finding true friends. I feel my wife and I need more than just each other. Neither one us has had true friends. We don't know how to go about
meeting new people. Neither one of drinks so the whole bar scene is a dead issue. I'm glad I've found HW because its good to read others experiences. It's nice not to be judged or criticized. Any suggestions would be great. Sorry to ramble on, but it feels good to get it out. Thanks, Allmixedup
Mod-severe depression, anxiety, panic attacks.
Meds currently on, Wellbutrin, Zoloft, Klonopin, Zyprexa