You have been through so much,and I need to tell you that I am not sure that anyone here can give you anymore advice than what you have already done. Thank God for your wife,seeing the signs and knowing that you needed help. You reaching out and getting that help is the biggest step that anyone can take.
You just need to take things one day at a time. You have figured out what is important to you and you know that you have a disease,that is huge!
Stay strong,and keep us posted.
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Have been med free for 2 years now.www.healingwell.com/donate