I am sorry that you are going through this...depression is so hard.
I agree with Darren,joining a group that interests you..just something that you can relax and enjoy yourself.
Relationships are so hard. Anxiety or not. And I really think that once you get to a point to where you are ok with you,then you will find that the relationships will come easier.
Also,finding that one person that does not care about
the performance anxiety will be a big plus. There are women out there that want to find a serious relationship so they will love you no matter what.
You are still very young,and you have alot of life yet,.you will find that person.
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Have been med free for 2 years now.www.healingwell.com/donate