I see myself in you so much it makes me want to cry.
You are in a deep deep hole,and in your eyes there is no end in sight..but from hard core experience there is a way out.
I am not going to sit here and tell you that you can do it tomorrow,or the next. But,I will tell you that one day you will wake up and realize that enough is enough. And there will be no looking back.
The day I walked out on my X,I woke up,made coffee,called my family and told them to be there at a certain time. I waited for him to get up,sit down at the kitchen table and I told him that I was done. I told him that I didn't care if he punched,screamed or whatever but enough was enough.
I did it..I still don't know where that strength came from,I don't know how I survived but I did it and so can you.
Now,it took me about
4 years of being by myself and thinking I would always be alone,but I did find someone.
You will too,and you know what? After this mess you will know the signs to look for. And years from now you will sit back and think about
it and wonder why you let yourself be in that situation in the first place.
Please remember,we will be here for you. We will give as much support as we can. But,you are the one that has to know that you deserve so much better and that there is the strength deep inside,you just have to search for it.
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Have been med free for 2 years now.www.healingwell.com/donate