First of all I want to welcome you to the forum,I am very glad that you found us and I am sure you will find the support that you are looking for.
Everyone has past regrets...I too have the moments where I think about
something I did that was stupid and I get a stomach ache.
Your situation is clearly over,your g/f has forgiven you...it is time to move on.
I think that you are having the anxiety due to your life changing so dramatically...a baby,getting married. Lots of responsibility.
That is normal. In fact if you talk to any new father's I bet you will see that they too have experienced the same anxieties.
How long have you been on your current med? It takes 4-6 weeks for most anti depressants to work.
If at that time you do not feel any better then you should contact your doctor and let them know.
A new family is also very exciting...what about
taking a weekend off? Can either of your parents watch the baby for a couple of days?
Have a date weekend where it is just the two of you and you can sit back and relax and try to forget about
the everyday demands.
Congratulations on the new baby and the upcoming marriage too!
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Have been med free for 2 years now.www.healingwell.com/donate