thank you everyone. i mean it. it just not my relationship but also other things around that happening all i have now is my mom and 17 year old brother who is still in malaysia and should be here next year. while i try to step one foot ahead i just found out mom diagnose with cancer and for the past one week since i found out i been ignoring her phone calls i just don't know how to react. but the good thing is everything happen for a good reason so i guess once i lost everyone and everything i have no worries right? so thats the great part about
i really dont beleive in depression med helps since it put me in worse situation and i had 2 councelor quit on me told me they can't help me anymore.. so even if conselor quit it wont take my freind and everyone else to give up on me.
i totally understand time will ill everything and i should have something to look forward to but i just don't i just take one day at a time to keep my promise to my freinds that i won't hurt my self.
i am afraid tobe seen by human , i feel like a big looser and tired of being this way i should just move on yes i understand it simple but i couldn;t do it with eveytime i get push back down again.
i proberly bored everyone already better stop here. i am new on this web and not sure how to get others email add to contact. but sincerely thank you everyone. i guess just no one can help me huh just got to suffer and see thing s different .
Reason for edit:
I have taken your email address out as we dont allow people to post their contact details in threads for their own safety. (Because these are public forums and there is also scanning software out there.) I appreciate you are new to the internet, so to add your email address to your profile so that others can email you you need to:
Click CONTROL PANEL in the blue bar at the top of your screen
Click EDIT PROFILE in the middle of the bar at the top.
You should already have an email in the box but you need to make sure that SHOW MY EMAIL ADDRESS is selected.
After selecting it, click SUBMIT and your done!
Post Edited By Moderator (djdaz_1985) : 12/5/2007 3:53:43 AM (GMT-7)