Ahhh, that must be so painful. After 6 years of knowing someone, to hear those things. I hope deep down you know that you are worthy of having someone who will truly love you more than anyone else on the planet and will stick by you in the way you really need and dream of. I know when things hurt it is easy to settle for something that is less than our dreams, and I know how hard it can be to let go of someone when you have a history together, but do you really think you could be happy with someone that has and will continue to cheat on you? You deserve so much better than that. He sounds very confused and unstable, and even if he has some sort of love for you, relationships take more than love to work. They take committment and faithfulness, wisdom and compatibility and lots of toher things too. I would just say to think about
all your positive traits and dare to beleive that if you give it time, you'll meet someone who will see the amazing you that you are and who will have the maturity to love you in a way that will be healthy and long lasting.
Others here I'm sure will have some good advice for you about
how to help treat the depression you are feeling. I hope you'll feel better soon and that life will start looking up.
take good care of you bella. You deserve it and we are routing for you here!