I am so sorry for the loss of your father,loosing a family member is probably one of the hardest things we can go through in life. The grieving feels like it will never go away...one day at a time with that.
I think it is time that you go back to the doctor,you need something to help you with the depression..
I know that all of the meds list the nasty side effects,but we are all different..and one person might have a side effect and the other does not.
It took my doctor 4 tries on different combos of meds before we got it right...that is normal.
Please keep us updated and stay strong
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Meds I have taken throughout the years:Wellbutrin,Tranxene,Paxil,Prozac,Valium,
Have been med free for 2 years now.www.healingwell.com/donate