hi, i,m new on this forum, i,ve been on the hepatitis forum since last december when i lost my father to liver disease, he passed on december 18 th of 06. liver disease is a horrible for the person who has it and for the family, he went through you know what and so did his family, i was the one who had to keep up with everything. i gave up two part time jobs, there was no time to work, thank god for my husband, bless his heart. my father was so sick!!!! i just miss him so much, i just couldnt stand the way he was suffering anymore.
in april of this year i was bittin by dog on my right hand and lost the tip of one of my fingers, the dog was hurt and i,m a dog lover. to make a long story short the dog warden shot the dog. very up setting i wasnt going to keep him after that but i didnt want him shot!!! i just got my CDL to drive school bus doing it part time now, brand new at it you know how it is with a new job. i need some normal in my life. takeing 5mg of valium for anxiety 3 x day helps the anxiety but i think i,m a little depressed now!! almost scared to take anti depressants the side afects sound terrible almost as bad as the depression, i,m sleeping to much and still tired i eat even when i,m not hungry, havent felt happy for a long time, forgot what its like.
had a lot of blood work done in march 06, everything ok blood work came back good. was a little blue then. but thought it would pass. well i guess thats all for now had to vent, if anybody has any sugesstions i,m game for any thing that might help. thanks for listening. i know i have to talk to dr about this.( look over the spelling)
even the time change affects me because its dark so early, live in ohio so now the cold and snow are here. cant get out side. need some sunshine!!!
bye for now