thanks to everyone whos been responding to my posts and such and giving me advice. at this point-all i really have is you.
i was going to a therapist and i couldnt of felt more comfortable talking to her, but recently she got kinda rude and attitude-y with me and it was a turn off. i just got kinda upset because shes never spoken to me in that tone before. it wasnt in person-but it still kinda hurt cause for the first time i felt criticized by her. so i dont know if im going back because it just feels uncomfortable. so for the time being im sticking with the great people in these forums. i appreciate all of your advice thanks <3