I am so so
glad I found this site and the people that have replied to me are so amazingly upbeat and postive. I hope that I will feel that way soon. and start to feel myself again.
My family and friends try to provide comfort, but I really need to speak to people who have "been there, done that" and not just from people poo pooing that "you'll be alright, this isn't as bad as you think, its not such a horrible thing" Maybe they are right but right now, right here, I am still devastated, still scared, and still mad and their words are falling on deaf ears. Thats not what I want to hear. What I really want is someone to say "it was all a mistake, you don't have diabetes after all". I know that won't happen though, so I'll have to try and get over this emotional
3 ring circus.
Tomorrow, I will be checking out to see if there is a diabetic support group in my city. I think/hope that is what I need. Our hospital provides a 5 hour Diabetic Clinic, along with seeing a dietician but there is a long waiting list, can't get in til early March! My drs office is trying to get me in early as I really really need diet counselling.
God bless you all, you have been my savior's in the past few days.
Bad spellers of the world, untie!