((((((((((( Julia ))))))))))))
Gentle hugs for you sweetie. I'm from the Lupus and Chron's forums and just stopped by to add my support.
Even your sister's doctors and her many hospital visits could not save her. Please don't lose another bit of life feeling any guilt for this. It is very difficult losing a sibling . . . especially when they are way too young. I have lost two adult siblings . . . one to a seizure disorder which stopped his heart and one to cancer. But having the same illness that took her must be especially difficult so I don't pretend to understand where you are at right now.
I just want to encourage you to allow yourself to grieve for a season . . . but to cast out the guilt that has no place in your life right now.
((((((((((( Julia ))))))))))))) Prayers, hugs, and . . .
In His Grip
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