Okay, my name is Eliska and for the last year and a half I have been experiencing something very odd.
First let me explain this; My dad died January 2011, four months later my daughter at a fibril seizure and stopped breathing on my while I was home all alone. She is okay, just a bit slow (she is 3 this year and she can only say about 80 words and has just learned to jump).
After this I started having severe panic attacks and out of fear of another situation happening to one of my daughters, I would go days without sleep.
about five months after the incident with my little girl a doctor diagnosed me with PTSD. (splendid, right?)
Well, about a month after that I began having these.....episodes, the first one I can remember is, i was on the phone with my mom at 2 in the morning, I hadn't slept in about two days and my mom was badgering me about it when these intense feeling swept over me, a warmth started in my head and slid down my face and neck, meanwhile these images started going through my head and the STRONGEST feeling of de-ja vue hit me. This feeling is so intense, it's terrifying. They last about 15-30 seconds.
I have had so many since then that I can't count, and I always remember the images that I see; once I was in an office staring at cubicles, once I was in a library, I was in a cave in one...but, this feeling is so intense, I can't even describe it!!
Please tell me what is happening or if you have ever done the same thing.