may i ramble a bit?!
i'm having a bad day. it's been afew weeks since i've been woken up by a seizure and a day of crapola to follow! so- well, just feelin like hell at the moment!
the irony...i'd gone to my GP to get a refferal to a new neuro since mine preffers to be a housewife than respond to her patients needs. well- i got the reffereal couple days ago- and i get a call day before last saying my semi anual appointment is due w my reg neuro! HA little late, but whatever!
i took the apointment, spoke to her bout the change, reason i was in hospital in june and why on earth i haven't heard anything since! anyhoo- i was doing alright for afew weeks there, started to breathe easy a bit...like an idiot i thought i'd get away with a span of goodness for a while! no such luck.
anyhoo- i'm back on epival ( i was unmedicated for about a year aside from the atypical NEED for ativan here and there) i start tonight to work my way back up on it. she figures it'll get a better picture depending on my results or lack there of for the new neuro come appointment time w him.
she's also thinking she may have an answer....parasomnia induced epilepsy (i'm currently undiagnosed...or a generalised epileptic...no rhyme or reason)
so i look forward *sarcasm noted* to having blood tests to make sure my liver doesn't start to fail (epival and me...we're not friends) and a stint at a sleep clinic, a phone marathon to get all my papers in order sent to new doc, and an adjustment period to the meds while climbing the dosage ladder.....this as i prepare to go back to school for the first time in 10 years! lol oooh good times!
let the violins play! roflmfao!!!
okay- pity party over! i'm half stoked to possibly have an answer...(though something in my gut tells me it's not parasomnia) half peeved that it's such a pain to get anything done to help myself and definetly completely annoyed at the timing of the re-bad-ness of brain fart action!
Post Edited (jaimes) : 8/18/2006 10:43:30 AM (GMT-6)