haha I can mow 6 lawns because I HAD to! I thought I would die. I never hurt extremely UNLESS I do like what I did yesterday. I have to go once a week with my dad to mow for a little over an hour and my muscles kill me. Yesterday was hard. Some woman doesnt know how to STOP watering her yard! It took me forever to get it done. I had to stop like every 30 feet and dump a full bag..which is heavy! And had to walk up and down steps! My muscles felt like they were spasming out! I always start shaking and it feels like I cant move and it hurts really bad. When I got home I had to mow my neighbors(she already paid me and I was supposed to have done it like 4 days before, didnt feel good this weekend though)..So, I ate supper in the kitchen floor and made everyone walk over me because my legs were hurting when I was standing.
But, I HAD to get it done...
I had a good time. 2 of my best friends couldnt come. So, it was me and 2 other people. We had a good time. We hung out at the mall. We got a late start so we didnt have time to do anything when we got back to my house...except eat cake...and get in an icing war! haha
I am SO tired though. I got up early to work in the yard. We worked hard yesterday to clean up and we never even went outside...what a waste, but hey at least it looks good. But, I stayed outside when it was SUPER hot out just so I could break limbs for the fire... no fire. Although, we made a couple really good smores in the toaster oven!! Well, Im exhausted. Now I know why I dont do much... I guess its reality...
Thanks for everything! Your right Sherrine, a year makes a difference. More than I can imagine has happened in a year.(SO MUCH) At the time it seems so incredibly slow, but it does seem to have flown by... sigh... 9 more months and I will be graduating! WOW. I hate to think about
it. I always worry and feel like something bad is going to happen... I think Im paranoid! But, I assume things will be ok and Im just trying to make every day count. I dont want to waste any day.
Im so tired and have lots to think about
so, thanks again for the birthday wishes! =]
"Healing is an energy phenomenon. Hope is another
word for Healing.
"Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart
no matter how strong you are"
"Sometimes it is best to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve"
"Im going to
smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me."