Oigh! so things have been crazy for me... I don't have a computer anymore... don't have any money (down to 2 dollars) my common law boyfriend won't sign for me to go on wellfare.. we might or might not make rent.. have no heat and we're fighting so bad I might move out.
I'm going to try and stick it out with him untill after the new year... (I mean what is my other choice I'm finacially dependant on him at the moment until my disability money comes in) I just can't believe after 4 1/2 years he could end up treating me so bad just because I'm not working or "contributing" enough.. he's down right rude and then when my only chance to even contribute through wellfare he said he was too proud to do that.
But where does that leave me? I have nothing... I'm sick.. my anxiety is bad... i hurt... I'm cold and miserable... I might go stay with a friend if things get any worst... I know he's just insecure about the situation we're in... but he doesn't have to be so mean to me... i mean he's started drinking more now too and we just don't have the money :( Besides being emotionally draining on me... I have no complaints with him. I want it to work out... I just think I need to think of myself in this situation.. I'm not well on any level and right now he's more of detriment to me than a support....
So now I'm screwed financially... screwed in my relationship... screwed with my health and not sure which way to go.
Who knew life could be so wonderful?
I'm hoping things all work out :D Just thought I'd drop in and let you guys know what's up :)
Diagnosed with Fibro - October 2008
Gabapentin 300mg/Paroxetine 40mg/Armitriptyline 40mg to help me sleep and anxiety
Lorazepan... when things get real bad.
And I'm not fond of people who don't label pill bottles.