Hey there, I cant believe this, I thought I was going through this major depressive episode, i have been crying and breaking down, and feeling like im gonna snap, and soo sooo irritable, i just want to stay in bed and do nothing but sleep. My poor daughter, she must think Im the biggest meanest mama ever! She just said to me "mommy, its almost night time, and you stayed in your jammies all day" It sucks, i just cant seem to get out of this slump that I am in.
Although, it might have something to do with, my new doctor taking me off of lithium, which i have been on for 2 or so years, he took me off because he thought it might have something to do with what is going on with my stomach and intestines. I can already feel the affects of not being on it, as it is a mood stabilizer,. He suggested I go on flexeril, he said it will help to relax me, and help with the pain,and other things, but also after he writes a letter, wants me to go on cymbalta, it isnt covered so he has to talk to someone sweet, to get it covered.
I dont know whats wrong with me, im just sooo sore, and i can hardly move, and i dont even want to move, yanno, I guess I just havent been this bad in a while, and its all kind of a bit of a shock, and for some reason, I think that I need a reason to feel this way.............
Thanks everybody, I hope that everybody had a safe and wonderful holiday!!!
30 year old female, currently being diagnosed with a possible crohns, or celiacs disease. Have lost 40 pounds, cant eat very much, distended abdomen, low b12, constant diarrhea, diagnosed with fibromyalgia in 2006, also have PTSD, and have suffered from depression and bipolar episodes since being a teen.