a question for all who have been/are currently on narcotics

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   Posted 1/8/2009 12:16 AM (GMT -7)   
So, I have been regular ultram for about 5 months now. I take 4 a day, well today I was put on UltramER which is so far from what I used to feel like just taking Ultram. I know I am going to sound like a total junkie right now, but my brain feels sad that it is not getting that "stoned" sensation anymore. I am not sad, I knew I was getting addicted and if I would run out before a dr appointment I would flip into a addicted frenzy, scaring my husband,even scaring myself. It's like my mind took over and it kept telling me "give me these drugs, I need these drugs". It really was a mind over matter for me. And now that I was taking UltramER, I feel pretty normal and I am happy that I am not all stoned and loopey, but I can't help but sort of miss the way it made me feel. I really do feel like my mind is sad. Is that crazy????I kind of liked the person I was on just Ultram. I was chatty,pain free,funny, care free. and now that I am taking ultram ER I feel like "why can't I just be that way normally???"

what are your thoughts? Anyone had similar feelings? I know I totally sound like a junkie, I didn't realize what I was doing to myself.

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Date Joined Jul 2008
Total Posts : 368
   Posted 1/8/2009 5:06 AM (GMT -7)   
Im on a narcotic patch, it never made me feel that way , just took the pain away.  I can understand after feeling pain that you must of felt good and free and enjoyed that feeling but it sounds like you are more on the right track now and it never feels %100 but thats just the way it is.  sue2z

Fibromyalgia, ulcerative colonitus, arthritus, bi-polar
norspan patch, valium, prothiedon, lyrica

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