OK, I feel very angry and easily-agitated today, which isn't usually like me (not anymore anyway)... I don't know what's causing it.. I'm actually not in a whole lot of pain, I'm gimping around because my left knee is very weak and won't allow me to walk very well, BUT I'm not in a whole lot of pain, just achy... which I will take any day over severe shooting and stabbing pains... so what am I getting so annoyed and angry about
My mind feels like it's somewhere else, worse than usual, I can't even do simple things.. I tried to join another forum, in addiction to this one (for something else besides Fibro) and I screwed something up majorly on it and got angry so decided I'm never going on that site again.. and then discovered you can't delete your posts on it, which I felt I needed to delete it because it was in the wrong place and everything... and my OCD is telling me "you can't leave something like that! it's IMPERFECT!"
And my friend keeps texting me back and forth, and I'm even having trouble following it!! I'll read a text and realize that I must've missed one or two of them before that because the one I'm reading now doesn't make any sense! What is going on with me? I can't follow simple directions or text msgs or anything! And my anger/frustration is out of hand. Does anyone else ever get angry and don't know where it comes from??
I woke up this morning thinking this would be a good day... now I don't know what is wrong with me.
Please tell me everyone else is doing okay today??
21 years old
Fibromyalgia, Bipolar, OCD, Dependent Personality Disorder
"You can't be brave if you've only had wonderful things happen to you." -Mary Tyler Moore