I cant take it anymore. My head is hurting like crazy now, and this woman made a freakin huge mess in my kitchen, and I asked her nicely to please clean it up and she looked at me like I was crazy. All she does all day is sit on my other computer talking to strange men she meets online to go have one night stands with and then gets mad cause the guys tell her that they have no feelings for her. My place isnt super clean or anything but it is picked up, and all she does is cooks and cooks and leaves me with the mess. I now feel like I'm going to get a migraine to top this all off. And when she cooks I ask her to please not feed the neighbor kids cause I dont get very much money for food and I have to make what I have last for my kids and I and she purposly ignores me and feeds them anyways. How do I nicely ask her to clean up her act or leave? And aslo she sits on my cell phone non stop making calls to these strange men, I tell that I dont want strange guys calling my cell phone and she thinks it's cause I'm jealous but I'm absoutly not the case, if I wanted to a man it wouldnt be very hard, I choose after my last ex to stay single for a while to figure out what it was I wanted to do in my life and I find one night stands just plain nasty and wrong. Then today this friend f hers asked if she could have some of her foodstanps and she told ehr ok when I feel I should get them because she is eating MY food, but I didn't say anything of course, me being too nice is making me feel like I'm going crazy, but for some reason I just cant stand up for myself, I think thats why all the guys I've dated in the past where abusive and now I feel like I have an abusive friend.
I have Migraines, Pancreatic Divisum, Severe lower back pain (possibly turned to arthiritis from lack of treatment), Fibromyalgia, Asthma, Depression w/Anxiety/panic, and Asthma
Meds: Suboxone 8mg 3xday for pain, Cymbalta 60mg @ night for depression & Fibro,
Lyrica @ night for Migraines and Fibro, Treximet as needed for Migraines,
Ventolin Albuterol Inhaler as needed for Asthma Attacks.
Been on Diability since I was 22 for Migraines and chronic Pancreatitas but going to college Spring '09 to be a nurse
"Some days I just wish I was a missing person!"
"I'm not spoiled, I deserve all my stuff" -Happybunny