First of all, I'm assuming you're a nurse-which I know can make things worse, cause you know what's going on. Anyway, I'm sorry you are having such a hard time with your pain and the disability thing. LOL-in fact, if I didn't know any better, I'd say that we are the exact same person.
Anyway, if there's anything I can do-even if you wanna just talk, shoot me an email (click on the little envelope under my name). I promise that I will write back. LOL-everyone here knows just how much I love to talk.
OK, I hope I said something to help you feel better. OH! Since you might be a nurse, maybe you'll appreciate this joke. I think it's good for anyone in our situation.
What's the difference between God and a doctor?
God doesn't think he's a doctor!