So I finally managed to find a day the hubby didn't have tests or pre-op or surgery and scheduled my appt. I haven't been to see my doc since before Christmas, and now I'm terrified. I know he's going to lecture me about not seeing him for so long, but I haven't been able to do the physical therapy he wanted either, just haven't been able to afford it. My local social services office has LOST my disability paperwork 3 times since my last visit, so I'm still without a medical card.
On a good note, I do have a list of things to discuss with him, but I don't know how far it will get me, as he just wants to give me Flexeril, Celexa, and Despiramine until I get my medical card. He won't let me go back to work, and I don't think I could, I get winded just walking through a store for 20 min. But now.... I'm on the verge of a panic attack thinking about it all, so I'm gonna quit now, while I'm ahead.
FM, costocontritis, wide spread arthritis, fibriod tumors, 2 heart attacks at 22
Flexeril 30mg, Celexa 50mg, Despiramine 50mg, Ibuprofen 800mg Acetometaphen 500mg, Calming Sleep herbal suppliment, ActivOn topical pain relief, occassional cannibus