Congratulations!!! I just love weddings!
As far as the weight goes, first I want to say that you are beautiful no matter what size you are. Having said that though, I understand the desire to lose, since I've been fighting that battle most of my adult life (especially post fibro).
Have you tried Weight Watchers? They have an online program for only $16.95 a month, which is a lot cheaper than attending the meetings. I've been using it for a couple of months, and it's really been helpful to me just by helping me keep track of what and how much I'm actually eating.
Hugs - Austen
"There is no charm equal to tenderness of heart." - Jane Austen
Fibromyalgia, 2 back surgeries, Meniere's Disease, 30+ kidney stones, GERD, IBS, Asthma, Allergies, Endometriosis, Heart Arrythmia, Myofascial Pain, TMJ.